Many of you may know me from my youtube vlogs under the user name almosthegirlnextdoor, for the past year or two I’ve been doing video blogs answering your questions, honestly, unedited and in lingerie. Most of the time I made a dick of myself, I fumbled with words, forgot the point and got sidetracked or rambled. Many of you didn’t care, you appreciated my honesty and frankness on subjects you probably talk about with your mates, but not with girls.
I received so many messages from you guys, some amazingly positive emails from people who have been helped by watching me, and others who were happy just hearing honest answers.
Unfortunately, you cant please everyone. and I guess the move to film all of my clips in my lingerie got attention good and bad.The haters flagged my videos, I don’t know why, it would be up-my-ass to say jealousy, so I doubt it was that. A girl in lingerie on youtube is nothing to be jealous about, anyone can do that. I didn’t offer anything special over the hoards of stunning girls out there doing vlogs. But with too many flagged videos, my account was closed today.
I wish I had had a chance to save all of the PM’s I recieved on there, some of them were great, well written and hilarious. I made some great friends over the time, and often noticed the same people following me and posting comments. I just want to thank you to you guys!
The point in my youtube videos were to really show the truth. The same as this blog will continue to do. Sure, I might ramble on a bit sometimes, or fuck up, but that’s life. If I edited everything all perfect, it wouldn’t be the real me. And I wanted you guys to see that “models” are normal, and I wanted to answer all of your questions as honestly as I can. no bullshit. although, lets be honest, I’m not really a model! lol
btw, and update on my pussy: I had 15 stitches put in yesterday by a great surgeon (he done tila tequilas boobs haha) and it cost a small fortune, but if it looks as good as it did before, ill be stoked. Cant wait to get back into filming asap! i miss cock already!! haha
thanks for all of your kind wishes, here and on twitter
xxxx
chloe “banned from youtube for being honest” conrad
